i'm seldom lonely i don't know why maybe i've just gotten used to it maybe it's because loneliness, when it does come, is usually accompanied by more pressing evils but loneliness is seldom my primary foe
Posts Tagged ‘depression’
thoughts upon waking from a dream
Posted: July 5, 2015 in darkness, depressionTags: darkness, depression
to a friend – on leaving a church
Posted: June 23, 2015 in depression, god stuffTags: depression, god stuff
the penultimate jerk
Posted: June 16, 2015 in darkness, depression, god stuff, suicideTags: darkness, depression, god stuff, suicide
during the divorce people made some pretty harsh judgments about me
some were false
some were true
love your neighbor
Posted: June 15, 2015 in depression, god stuff, infpTags: depression, god stuff, infp
love your neighbor as you love yourself
. . .
i’m pretty sure my neighbors wouldn’t appreciate me doing that
. . .
just sayin’
sometimes (although i may already have a writing by that name- but who cares)
Posted: May 28, 2015 in darkness, depressionTags: darkness, depression
sometimes
i just get tired
of all the things
the pressures
the responsibilities
the grind
sometimes
i just want
to walk away
to disappear
to melt into the landscape
small talk
i don’t particularly like it
i don’t do it well
i’m either awkward, or literal or both
in fact- last night a friend of mine asked me
‘how are you?’
you know
-how are you
-fine, you?
-fine
but because i’m very literal, and awkward, and . . .me
and because i can’t remember very many times in my life where ‘fine’ is the appropriate description of how i am
and because i knew she was really asking
this was my response
(perhaps this will give you pause before making small talk with me)